What if. What if she had followed the words of her Lord when He said go? What if she had submitted her future to Him instead of holding it so close only to watch it slip away? What if she had taken up her cross, left her family and followed only after Him? She knew God works all things out for the good of those who love Him. But, what if? She could see herself now. Fulfilled after two years in the most amazing place on earth. She would be on her way to becoming a learned scholar and great teacher. She would be a stronger Christian, stretched and growing. She would have been the one to show others the ropes. She would have been so happy. But now it is all to late. Or is it?