It is over, the trial has ended. The Lord has worked everything out wonderfully and just at the right time. Oh what joy is mine now that endurance has had its perfect work. I am sure more trials are to come but I pray I will remember this one and, more importantly, the result of this period of molding. For now I am more than content to bask in the joy that is now mine and the blessing of answered prayer.
Yesterday marked the last day of work. I went throughout the work day as usual, feeling no different. Then as I was checking over everything, for the last time, it hit me. I realized suddenly that I was just one more step closer to leaving. I felt not so sad as odd. Realizing that I may never work there again was difficult to take in. Then today I met my good friend to say goodbye. All went well but when I laid down to take a nap after coming home I suddenly felt a great sadness over the fast approaching departure and I started to cry. I am still processing it all but I think I am understanding it more slowly and am scared. God give me strength.
Comments
Post a Comment